xanga

good morning fellow readers

i ended up sleeping around 3ish this morning and i woke up around 1030

so i slept in for both my speech classes.  today is the day for my english midterm.  i feel better everytime i can fully identify a author it doesn't seem as hard or difficult as i thought it would be.  there are definate similiarites and differences between the ten different authors.  so today i am going home and packing up to go to berekely this weekend.  Happy as can be today. 

well i should be studying

ttyl

myke

xnaga

well three blogs in a row, and tommorow is a final.  sigh i am going to berkely this friday, and i will be seeing an old friend who i had feelings for.  Its been such a long time since i last saw her.  I don't know what i will say when i do visit her.  We've talked via e-mail, iming and cell phone.  and i wanted to visit her everytime i got the chance but unexpected projects and work held me back.  now that i have this midterm break i am just going to go up there and visit her.  I have already told her i would and i am visiting another friend there too.  But my main concern is will the feelings i had for her come back and haunt me.  will we still be friends.  i never felt so scared to meet someone i haven't seen in such a long time. 

Now that i think about it, not being in a relationship isn't as bad.  Just that empty feeling so far i kind of want to fill that empty void i have inside of me.  It would be nice to be with someone heh.  I laugh at the fact that i am so contradictory to this issue.  But so far i am very happy with the decision i made with me and kristin. just to be friends. 

So i am listening to Enrie Halter and Jupiter Sunrise  great mellowed out music and sing out my feelings

time to study like crazy again

smell ya laters

myke

xanga,

well this is it my last team for this year
hopefully it will do well and i think it is second to the team i had when i started this my very first year
PG M. Bibby (Sac - PG)
SG M. Jaric (Min - G)
G L. Ridnour (Sea - PG)
PF A.Walker (Mia-F)
SF K. Garnett (Min - F)
F K. Korver (Phi - SF)
C B. Wallace (Det - FC)
C J. Przybilla (Por - C)
Util Z. Randolph (Por - PF)
Util R. Bell (Pho - SG)
BN T. Chandler (Chi - PF)
BN N. Krstic (NJ - FC)
BN M. James (Tor - PG)

we'll see what happens in a year

myke

xanga

well Halloween haunt on saturday was quite lame, i think i am growing out of that place.  i rarely get scared and the only time i do get scared is when i go into a clown maze.  I hate clowns.  so anyways  it was fun to see Anna again, she went back to berekely after that and i went home.  Sunday mornin rolls on by and there wasn't to much to do, i edited my paper and watched the Houston Atlanta game, what a long game that was, 18 innings.  geez they pulled Clemens out to pitch.  the rocket to save the game.  but Chris Bruke hit a homer to win the game.  Watched the angel game, very dissappointing.  Last chance today, i think they will win but barely.

Oh i am doing a last draft for my fantasy b ball team, the first two teams i have is a bunch of crap.  the thrid i think i picked pretty well seeing that i got a good spot.  and now today i will analyize al the drafts i had and use them as a mock draft to finally make my team

thats about it.  its midterm week this week not much

this weekend is San Fran week.  omg chinese food galore, berekely seeing anna and patrica()

thaats it

see ya later

myke

xanga

wow its been a while since i have been here let me bring you up to date though

i am doin okay in la escula, its not what i had hoped however i know i can do much better.  So its only the middle of the semster and there is still lots of time to grow and change.  Recently i bought Sin City and Cowbow Bebop the Movie: Knocking on Heaven's Door.  Both great movies. So i suggest you see them both if you haven't. 

I went and saw the Erine Halter concert last Wensday at the Plush Lab Design,  going back to good ol F-town.  At first when i drove thorugh the front i saw nobody i thought crap and Melinda was with me, so we parked in the back ans sure enough he was playing backstage of the PLD.  anyways great 45 min concert definately worth missing Lost and the 5 bucks.  or 15 including the Signature CD.  The guy played the ukulele, and using Bob Marely's song, now that guy is awesome right off the bat.  But the mellowed out music he plays is soothing to the soul.  So then i took melinda to my place in Irvine and we watched Cowboy Bebop.  She loved the movie seeming that her boyfriend was a anime fantaic.  and that was Wensday.  thrusday and friday just rolled on by and today i am going to finish up a paper and then Head out to Halloween Haunt.

that is about it.  This week was a pretty good week i must say, opened my eyes and got me ready for whats to come in the semster. 

myke

xanga

My roomies wow, quite an interesting bunch, werid though, i guess it is b/c they aren't cali natives and they grew up to fast but still have that immaturity.  Its sad to say that some of the things in life that may seem childish to them really isn't.  Take corspe bride they say only little childern will see that or any other animation.  sigh sigh of growing up to fast.  Signs of immaturity, well they cuss like there is no tommorow.  Every other sentence is the f word or any other word. it is just  plain stupid.  Grow up, you do not need to use these words every other word.  I don't think i can last next semster living here.  its not right.  what they do and all.  I can't even watch just a lil tv, they rather play halo, and all they do is play halo.  damn that really isn't my kind of game.  well we will see what happens other than that i am out

myke

xanga

lately i have been motivated in only 4 classes, the other two i haven't but one of those two i am tryin to seriously get motivated, the other i want to say fuck this required class.  i don't think i can ever live on campus next year.  I am suppose to live here for another semster and i seriously have the urge to move out right away. I am thinking of getting my own place this time.  It definetely has to be in Irivine and i think its going to be kinda hard to find a place that is remotely cheap

I recently visited Vicky this past week, and she introduced me to Chris' place, wow what a nice house he lives in, 3 roomies oh man that place is the shit.  A lil messy but still it is very cool.  It was pretty good to see an old friend, then I talked to mubina for the first time in some years.  Also talked to mansi as well.  I miss the friends i had or used to have some of them don't even want to talk to me anymore.  Time is the number one enemy for me i guess.  I think i have to go back a year to remember what time did to me, Nok and Jan.  The friendship still isn't there, and its funny b/c it was only for a month not like i was gone forever.  I still wish i knew why we seriously have grown so distant, is it time or is it what i said.  Its kinda funny though, all those frineds i haven talked to in a year or so are just really happy to see me, and want to hang out when the time comes.  for them there is no time or they just don't want to b/c they never want to tell me when is the next perfect time.

BUt it is true to see how time can be such a factor

Myke

xanga,

so i just had my first presnetation of the semster, and it went off pretty good.  My only problem is to remember the homeworks that are assigned.  I mean the small ones.  THe ones i actually do are the history ones that is about it.  I forogt my speech and a writing homework.  But i think that is going to change.  So what else is new.  I think ii can say it, i thnk i am finally over the fact that Kristin is just going to be just a friend.  Isn't that great!  i mean it drove me crazy just to think of that everyday.  But i seriously don't want to lose her as a friend already have someting there right. 

I guess one of my other frineds has been going thourgh some shit, and i realy don't know why i keep pursuing it, ok not the right words umm, i just wanna help and she doesn't want to tkae it.  actually our friendship sorta dimished throughout the years, which is kind of sad. 

So i am going home this weekend, not before i get my work study stuff done, thats right.  Myke got himself a new job yet again.  Thrid job, except it was the same one as the last one which didn't last to long.  I'll be teaching once again.  I am going to teach at my bro's old school since i am not suppose to get paid.  blah. 

well i guess i don't really have anything else to say

myke

xanga,

hi folks its me again

my mind is just going crazy, seeing my schedule and stuff i seriously have to get crackin at my papers and stuff, even though the rough draft is only due next week and the revised paper is due 2 weeks from now.  its not even that hard of a paper to write.  I just have to write about a sense of place, where is my second home sort of thing.  

But right now my mind isn't all there.  Its sort of on somebody. why is it that i know the answer to this question,  i know what she will say yet, i am still bugged by it.  I hate it when something like that happens to me.  Wishful thinking i guess.  maybe i shouldn't be so optmistic all the time, b/c there will be a time when such optmisism will be my downfall.  But still, i just can't get my mind of her I am seriously different i feel so . . . i just can't explain it.  i think i just need some new vocab if i were to.  So e and krisitn have been talking and its always funny, we just have the weriedest converstations.   Hopefully this weekend we can do something, since we somewhat planned for it. 

So this new school, is just somewhat an ugly reminder of my old troy high school lol

full of whites and asians (FOBS) hahahahahahaha.  It feels so werid to be away from home now.  All the close buddies i used to have aren't there anymore, i have to go and make me some new pals which is okay by me.  however somewhat missin my Asian ppls.  heh but its cool.  I just have to go down on CUlver and get me some Sam Woo and stuff hahaha.  BUt seriously it isn't all that bad here.  Getting adjusted and now i figured out time management and stuff like that.  The only things i truely have to worry about are the tests and stuff b/c all my papers i do get on time except the paper i have to worry about now.  And the school is more opened minded than i though which is another plus. 

We'll see how much i truly adjusted come midterms

smell ya laters

myke

xanga,

well its been nearly a month since i have blogged and a lot has happened.  for instance i have finally moved out of my place and moved into a new apartment.  its pretty cool actually.  got roomies and such its fun.  dman my classes though, kinda early, and kinda late.  but oh well, it is still lots of fun.  food here is not to bad, but now its the whole yiou have reposbility shit.  do everyhting on your own.  fuck right now i am just so lazy its not even funny. 

but yeah matt and glenn are cool, they like to go out a lot, which is cool, and jermey yeah, he barely sees the light of day.  but he is a cool guy.

met this girl named rachel.  damn.  fine looking girl ^_~

since kristin isn't feelin it with me which is cool. i think i might try to see if i could go out with rach.  heh

well see what happens

see ya later yalls

myke