xanga

wow i guess its been awhile since i have been on this thing

just gettin ready for the move thats about it

visiting Andini too, man the drive to UCLA is killer, when is that girl going to get a car!

myke

xanga

HID:  lots and lots of fun as i have said.  THanks to melinda for brining me to this wonderful event.  Filled with cars, driftings, motorcycles, free stuff, mmmm what am i forgetting, oh yeah the models lol.  yeah it was lots of fun.  She says she taught me out to pimp. hahah.  in all seriousness.  I found that show to be really good.  Obivously notihgn compared to the LA auto shows i go to, but still it was great to have such an experience like that.  I got to take a pic with Import Turner Model Sar Brinsfield.  Actually she isn't as stcuk up or anything as ppl like MIa and stuff she is a whole lot nicer dayyumm and way more hotter too heh.

Kristin: oh she hasn't been getting the chance to get online or call back. something about minutes.  so anyway over reaction.  i think i am going to chill out for awhile i still wanna see where things truely go

myke

xanga

HID was lots and lots of fun

i will post pics when i have the chance

but as of now i am hungry

ttyl

myke

xanga

sigh

i am miserable again

i wanted to call her to askif she wanted to hang out and tell her that she just drives me crazy, that i can't stop thinking of her, and all i do is think of her.  why is it that i feel this way?  I tried to call her lately,shae hasn't returned my calls.  i seriously am on the verge of going insane now.  please tell me why you aren't talking to me.  i mean you don't even have to call me.  maybe it is just me.  overreaction probably.

myke

xanga

is it me?

or is like no not an answer for me

Kristin a few months ago said she couldn't be in a relationship b/c of school and such.  and i accepted it at first, much like the other person i asked before her and her answer was pretty much the same (yes sad very very very sad).  However unlike her, kristin wasn't someone i could just i don't know how to say it, but i couldn't take no for an answer for some odd reason.  i mean when she couldn't i understood for the first few weeks, then it started to kill me, eat away at me slowly.  and i figured i cannot forget about her, i need to tell her once more, and if it is the same respnose maybe i will take a hint.  but i just got to let her know that this is killing me, and i want the pain to just go away.  we went do disneyland recently and i just loved the day.  just me and her, and it was after finals.  so what better way to go about your day then a day with your best friend.  it was fun and all, we watched the fireworks and such.  i don't know though, i am going to be honest i am just a poor lost soul.  when i see her its crazy, a part of me sees us together, but the other sees the opposite.  i just can't tell about her reaction.  maybe it is just me maybe i should just move on go to school i mean 19 units next yr, will i have time for a gf and all.  sigh but knowing me i don't really care for the 19 units. i mean i'll always push that aside when it comes to my friends and family.  its funny lots of ppl are getting together, or just broken up.  me i am still here sitting on my ass, looking on.  i havent had someone to hold since my god senior yr in high school.  i think i should just tell her and just move on.  if she says yeah, then i will be at a loss for words, b/c kristin is this girl who is litterally one of a kind, if no i just really hope we still can be the best of friends

on another note grades will be given out today

myke

xanga

www.myspace.com/mike_lee

new pics

myke

xanga

i could care less about chem

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20050709/ap_on_re_as/china_skateboarder_leap

enuff said

myke

xanga

about 9 hours and 20 minutes from now i should be leaving for a class that i have done so horribly in i just cannot explain to you how horrible i did. on that note i'd like to say that this class, chem class i decided to take was the worst decision i had ever made.  but you live and learn, and i have definately learned. 

which would bring me to a lighter note

friday and saturday are the days i will be with kristin, actually friday is a most likely saturday is a probable.  whatever though, i will get to be with her and thats all i truely care about.

how this summer session as gone by fast. omg i forgot how long it was before it just hit me like a brick.  i can't draw myself to study i probably will in a few hours but not jsut now

i remember my last all niter i pulled, i actally did pretty good on my final.  yeah  after this i should look for a new job and move on to CUI after this

ok folks thats about it for me

you know the drill

myke

xanga

whats wrong with me?  i mean i have no clue why i am going through this.  maybe its just me, but i usually feel like doing the craziest things and maybe its b/c of you kristin.  on the drive home i thought about you. again.  4 hour drive and its amazing what runs through my mind.  I don't think i did the things i wanted to do,what i mean is maybe how i handled things wasn't the brightest idea.  maybe i could of handled it differently.  I see you, in my mind and its like huh, that is somebody that is so special to me that she cannot get out of my mind.  and everytime i see you its like i just can;t think of the next thing to say to you which of course i don't.  i don't even know what to really blog about b/c everything is so disorganized and everythin.  You are soo wonderful in every single way, i don't know what else to say

myke

P.S.  SOMEONE HELP ME!!

xanga,

well taking chem was a disaster

i only can hope for the extra credit, the paper and the oral prenstation to help me.  i have bombed all three tests.  luckly i get the luxury of dropping one of them.  But i do not think that will help to much.  so ihave to study my ass off next week. and after that i will never ever take a course like this again.  so i filled out the housing today, what a hassle that is.  turned in my offical transcipts, what a hassle that is, took bro to servite, damn that's a hassle in its own league, and i went to class and had to find a book source which was a hassle and a half.

anyways a week and one more day tommorow is the last lab and from then on its the oral prenstation and after that its the las vegas weekend. 

on another note

its kinda funny

Kaye sung by jupiter sunrise

in our lil friendly group we call one person in the group "kaye" 

myke

p.s. left for dead, don't help me (i just feel that way for right now)