Xanga

wow it has certainly been awhile since i last blogged here

we'll not much has changed, i am still alive, i am still in schooo, i am still tutoring, and i am soon going to view troy high school (hopefully) to see what it takes to be a high school teacher.  other than that i am still chillin out, while the other roomies drink till they pass out and wake up like a hammer is wacking them over and over and over.  Its either that or them wasting money at strip clubs or clubs itself

Why i differ

okay i am not boring or dull, i perfer different things like, CONCERTS, dude concerts are definately worth every penny, small or big.

Why i do not spend money on drinking, i cannot stand getting drunk or getting that buzz, plus i already did it at such a yong age i figure, this is boring, time to move on to something more exciting or something i am already getting a high off (like laker games, concerts, car shows, and or food lol).  and clubs remind me of high school dances, i mean you pay money to go over and dance, drink and socialize.  B-O-R-I-N-G.  and strip clubs, why pay to get into a strip club only to but 50 bucks in one dollar bills down some chick  named honey who you will never see again until you get your next four paychecks. 

again i rather waste money on concerts, HID or HIN okay don't compare the models to the strip club thing, b/c i do go for the cars too, the models are just an added bonus. food, which is a tummy filler or laker or clipper games, i mean if that is not your sport you always could go a few miles down and see the dodgers play, but who wnats to see a loser team, go for the angels, and if those two aren't your sport then go to san diego where that is the only southern cali team that exists to this date, charagers, even though i am a Steeler fan ( no i am not bandwagon either)

i guess that is my intrepetion of fun

myke

xanga

omg, i didn't do anything to big for my b-day.  however it was compenstated due to the fact that Melinda and Kristin taking me to celebrate.  I think it is only those two that i can appericate the most.  I have known those two for almost two years now.  and they have been great and now i am moving on from the whole kristin thing.  It is really great to know that i have such a friendship with her.  That is all i ask of her in the end, is that i am her friend and i am happy with the current situtation.  SO yesterday, melinda picked me up and i suggested we visit krisitin, since she worked at Jo Anns, it was great to see her and all, and we even met one of her wacky co workers. Melinda bought some pillow material so she can keep herself busy.  after that those two took me to CPK, where we had or i had alcohol and then we had pizza and ice cream and we enjoyed laughs and such.  Melinda was kinda sick though, but she toughened up and stuck it out. 

in the end, it was great and i thank them soo much

yeah myke's 21 yo

myke

xanga,

sigh, i guess i am free tommorow??

thought i had a dland day with anna, but she couldn't get anybody to sign us in and she doesn't want to anything else but that or that is the impression that i am getting.  sigh, so one boring day tommorow.  i don't want to go to LA again because i am going on saturday.  and Kristin is working so i do not want to be a major burden to her and i guess in the end that means i am just having one lonely day tommorow again, no surpirse.  anyways monday is my 21st birthday.  seriously not looking forward to it as the days draw ever so close.  what will i do in terms of celebration. i really don't know, i gave out a myspace bulliten to anyone who is interested in doing something.  but this being one of the worst months due to the fact THAT SPRING SEMESTER STARTS!!!! i do not think i can do too much.  until the Chinese New Year comes i think i will be able to do something.

so anywyas i hope me and anna can actually do something if not, then oh well.

myke

xanga,

oh it 2006

heh, so after that new years resoultion blog.

i think i will post something more meaningful.

i thought 2005 was the year i grew the most.  moving on out and such was quite the experience. and now that i have learned from it i think i know who i relate to the most.  i also found a very special someone near and dear to my heart and no matter what happens to me and her i think, no i want that relationship to stay the same.  so no matter what she is a very special friend to me till the end. 

also i have proven that with some sort of motivation i can prove my worth in school. 

although not to much has happened in 05, i hope that can stay the same or change for the better in 06

and i guess that ends my blog

later

myke

xanga,

well i guess i should go and do something about you know what. 

this is the year to do too.

GO MYKE!!

myke

xanga

well its finals week and now i am just ready to just collaspe in my own pain and wallow in the darkness of school.  I think i only did really bad in one class and i just have to accept this fact.  But it is time to move on.

What i really want to focus on is a single person in my life.  The one who i cannot get out of my mind.  Yeah sure she told me she was not interested in a relationship.  But something about her is just drving me crazy.  Its like i cannot stop thinking about her.  To tell you the truth i never felt the way i have around her and i never want that feeling to go away.  However she hasn't been calling back and maybe i should take into consideration that her grandma passed away.  But the feeling won't go away i do miss her.  ever so terribly.  and every i think of her, picture her face, see her on myspace it doesn't ease that feeling as much.  I do want to be with her.  I just can't stop what i feel for her and i don't want to.  I think i do truly love her.  its werid,  i just feel differently then i do with the other girls that i have told that i have liked.  i want to just let it all out, before i held a few things back but maybe that was the problem.  so next time which i hope is soon i don;t want to hold anything back

myke

xanga

after realizing how hard i have worked well homework wise and quiz wise i knew i had to work even harder and now i will have to.  espeically with finals coming up.  so after this thanks gving break no more slacking off. work work work! 

so if anyone is reading this be my motivation okay tell me to work if i am slacking off, b.c i need it okay. 

in other news i have that sisth in my teeth which means i need yet another surgery.  argh!!!!!

myke

xanga

that sigh of relief after mid terms has disappeared

to many papers to little time

i wanna crash and sleep

myke

xanga

YEAAHH MIDTERM BREAK

AWWW: PAPER AND EDAGE ALLEN POE POEM TO STUDY FOR

X2 AWWWW: Speech test on monday

myke

xanga

i think i did pretty good on my test just to let you know i feel real good about it

i just missed a few authors but i made it through.

myke