December 13, 2005

• xanga

  
  

  well its finals week and now i am just ready to just collaspe in my own pain and wallow in the darkness of school.  I think i only did really bad in one class and i just have to accept this fact.  But it is time to move on.

  
  

  What i really want to focus on is a single person in my life.  The one who i cannot get out of my mind.  Yeah sure she told me she was not interested in a relationship.  But something about her is just drving me crazy.  Its like i cannot stop thinking about her.  To tell you the truth i never felt the way i have around her and i never want that feeling to go away.  However she hasn't been calling back and maybe i should take into consideration that her grandma passed away.  But the feeling won't go away i do miss her.  ever so terribly.  and every i think of her, picture her face, see her on myspace it doesn't ease that feeling as much.  I do want to be with her.  I just can't stop what i feel for her and i don't want to.  I think i do truly love her.  its werid,  i just feel differently then i do with the other girls that i have told that i have liked.  i want to just let it all out, before i held a few things back but maybe that was the problem.  so next time which i hope is soon i don;t want to hold anything back

  
  

  myke

  • 1:28 am
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