September 19, 2005

• xanga

  
  

  lately i have been motivated in only 4 classes, the other two i haven't but one of those two i am tryin to seriously get motivated, the other i want to say fuck this required class.  i don't think i can ever live on campus next year.  I am suppose to live here for another semster and i seriously have the urge to move out right away. I am thinking of getting my own place this time.  It definetely has to be in Irivine and i think its going to be kinda hard to find a place that is remotely cheap

  
  

  I recently visited Vicky this past week, and she introduced me to Chris' place, wow what a nice house he lives in, 3 roomies oh man that place is the shit.  A lil messy but still it is very cool.  It was pretty good to see an old friend, then I talked to mubina for the first time in some years.  Also talked to mansi as well.  I miss the friends i had or used to have some of them don't even want to talk to me anymore.  Time is the number one enemy for me i guess.  I think i have to go back a year to remember what time did to me, Nok and Jan.  The friendship still isn't there, and its funny b/c it was only for a month not like i was gone forever.  I still wish i knew why we seriously have grown so distant, is it time or is it what i said.  Its kinda funny though, all those frineds i haven talked to in a year or so are just really happy to see me, and want to hang out when the time comes.  for them there is no time or they just don't want to b/c they never want to tell me when is the next perfect time.

  
  

  BUt it is true to see how time can be such a factor

  
  

  Myke

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