January 18, 2007
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xanga
after consulting with myself and a few of my friendsi realize that i must give up the ship. Chasing after Kristin must come to a stop. Although, it would of been nice. I actually do understand, have been understanding just to ignorant and stupid to realize it. Right now though, no one really seems to suit me. lol I figure out that these girls i do seem interested in have a boyfriend already. Which pretty much sucks since that number went straight down to zero in girls that are available and girls that i have interest in. Nothin i can do about it though.
Werid thing is, I think Andini might have a thing for me. whaaaa. I treat her like an absolute big sis. She is very touchy feely, flirtaious and such. Maybe it is just me. So all these girl(s) who are apparently interested in me i have no interest in at all.
Brings back memories when i was really stupid and didn’t know who was interested in me, and now they have boyfriends. But they are happy with who they are with right now. so good for them. what a way to end my birthday huh, and start my semester, eeesh.
oh well
i am attempting to get over it (or have been or saying i have been)
Its just that people bring up the subject to me, or a classmate says their getting married, or something like that. I revert back to thinking of her.
that kinda does bug me
since
love is
all around.myke
