November 28, 2006
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xanga
back and forth go my feelings toward kristin. I am very much lost with the fact that i do or don’t like her. I seriously don’t know what to do anymore but kill myself. it drives me crazy thinking about her so much, when in fact i know beyond a shadow of a soubt that she doesn’t feel the same. But what is this ugly gut feeling that makes me feel differently. There hasn’t been anybody that i could just feel so well alive with.
no seriously i cannot find anyone else that makes me smile like the way she makes me smile.
god i just want to shoot myself sometimes.
almost everybody i know has a girlfriend and i am just being left out in the dust. it driving me nuts
ARGHHH
can i shoot myself now
pleasemyke
