November 16, 2006

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  so i am just sitting here watching love actually
  thinking of what to write down for my litearary critisim paper
  Love actually will not actually help me with this paper since it is on feminism

  Having said that
  i have had no inspiration what so ever. Once again Hugh Grants character reminds me a bit of myself
  since i cannot say the right things when i want to, and when i want to it isn’t at the right time which is me infront of a mirror or a wall.
  Screaming at myself saying WTF you idiot.

  So writing this paper is a problem, calling people hasn’t helped. I tried to jump from sided to side in very small strides and that hasn’t provided any inspiration.

  i necessarily can’t scream out now b/c it is near midnight and i don’t want to wake anyone.

  i stared up for around 4 hours trying to think of what and why a woman wouldn’t want to marry or date a man that is given to them. they want to date who they want to date or marry who they want to mmarry.
  it seems to simple yet i want to expand on that. Make it more elaborate. Shinier than such a mediocore product. I want to be able to sell it. make it like gold.
  Maybe i am asking to much from myself.
  just maybe. do you fellow readers think i am asking to much of myself for making a simple paper much more polished and grander. i mean it is only a proposal

  well i feel like throwing myself over a bridge now
  can i do that tommorow afternoon please

  myke

  • 3:05 am
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