July 20, 2006
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xanga
so i talked to vicky not to long ago. it was a good talk, she was in class and all. haven't spoken to her in such a long time. I feel so bad not hanging out with her, and promising her that i would take her to indo food, however with the semester closing in, i think that is not possible but who knows. anywhos we talked she wanted to know if i was in irvine yet and such. and whenever iwas in irvine that we would have to hang out. I do miss her actually, she is really one of the few i kept in touch with since 03. i told her about kristin and such. she said you are a patient person. really nice etc etc.
see i think it sucks for me, that i try to find someone and it ends up not how i want it. but this is different usually guys get over it real quickly i admitt i was one of them, but kristin, almost a year and a half later since i told her i liked her and she shot me down, i still have feelings for her. i don't care how long i have to wait anymore. there will never be anyone like her, i haven't met a single person who is like her.
one way i see it i would wait, but then if something happens i would always regret it, i do do something and she doesn't like it, then i would always regret it.
so that is my story, before i fly off to Europe.
myke
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