July 16, 2006
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xanga
well i just hung out with you know who. the person i always babble about. such an amazing person. one person who turns my fingers into thumbs and makes my brain turn off. my vowels turn into consentents. yes her. during those three hours, i realized a few
1. i have a really great thing here. no matter what i never want that friendship to end. so i do not want to ruin what i have with her. b/c this happened to me a few years ago. so now, i do not want it to ever happen again.
2. she isn't really ready. she really seem school oriented. (whether that is her real reason or not remains to be seen)
3. i will still think of her as someone i could possibly see as someone i could love. for a few reasons. i just don't see anyone else the same way i do her. no matter where i go or who i see even if it is a new person, i could never see that girl the way i do her.
seems very childish doesn't it, that it is kinda silly or something like a phase, but i don't know something about her seems very magical that it almost makes me want to cry. in the end i just have to be very patient and very presitent. b/c deep down i know i do like her.
thank you all for supporting me
myke
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